Monday, August 18, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
To have hope eternal sucks. I have been waiting though a short time for a little bump in my tummy it seems it's taking for ever. Most doctors state a wait period of at least 6 months and as much as a year. Though it's easy for them to state that it's hard on the nerves. Even with the countless tips on the net every month it's hard on the nerves to read about some other persons bundle and I know there are people who want children desperatly but can't and there are some that adopt and the get a bump. Though I am not one to state anything wrong about these optios, I do nt meet the adoption critea or I would.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Well it's only been a few hours and I am feeling sick. It is proably the pill I take and the lack of miso soup in my tummy. I am on hold waiting for somebody to talk to. Ah work the buzz kill of the day. It's better than looking at the white walls at my house and wondering what the rest of the world is doing. Most of the day goes by fast but waiting for 30 minutes each call suxs. I will leave this message till another random thought gets in my head.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
it's one am in the morning and pretty much not doing much of anything. I have been thinking though of all the "friends" I have had in the past and it's sad to say but I don't have that many left. I am suprized that my anti-social skills has not scared away my now hubby. It was pretty close a few times. Now as I sit up in bed and not wanting to go to sleep because of one reason or another I don't know if I can make a friendship be renewed or it is way to late to mend a few people's tie togethere. :?