|Grace a few hours old|
You proved me wrong.
I love you and your sister, (though trying as both of you maybe) with a love that can not be expressed in words.
You have survived the kissing and hugging and patting from Bella.
You have survived mommy's melt downs with and with out medication. Mommy is the one that's in need of medication.
You have survived another milestone in your small short life.
|Grace at 1 month|
You are teaching me another lesson in slowing down and taking one step at a time and to remember to breath.
You are letting me experience the joy of motherhood a second time and seeing life through your brand new eyes.
This time I am a bit more relaxed.
This time I don't feel the pressure of trying to have the perfect anything and everything.
This time I know when you look into my eyes, I know what you are thinking... well some of the time.
This time I can do what's right for me and not feel like I am going to hurt you.
All I want to do is love and hold you.
Thank you baby Grace.
|Grace at 2 months old|