Windows in My life

Friday, September 15, 2017

Life is but a dream

My life has not been a dream however I really want it to become one. I have had just about enough in my life that I am crazy looking for a way out. out of the unknown. out of the head beatings I give myself because I feel like I am worth a lot less than I really am. I have to stop thinking that way. I am tired every day I don't enjoy this. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING.

Maybe I'll sing a different tune in a few minutes but my head is going through a lot. I'd like to be facebook official with some one.

Random thought. I like how my DSC says he was going to stay for 10 minutes, however that was 30 minutes ago.

I haven't been sharing on facebook. I don't know if I ever will again. no one seems to reach out and be actually interested in my day. there is one person that is interested however I am not interested in him. I keep telling him in BIG get the hint letters but he doesn't seem to get it even when I totally just fluffed him off. anyone know of a way to tell a guy in a nice way that I will never be interested in some one like him? Got to be some one?